You know how you feel when...

when you try so hard to do something,

only to come up short EVERY time?

how do you call that?

i forgot. I FORGOT!!!!!!

i want to drive my head through the wall!!!

i cant forget this feeling. it does not let go.

i feel no hope, yet i must!

how could this possibly end well??

maybe i'm cursed!

what possible crime did i commit, that was bad enough for me to suck so badly!!?!?!!

how am I expected to do this?!

might as well try to get over this...who knows. maybe i'll only fail misersbly next time...