“The Night They Happened”

Hot face,

Bloated by poison,

Cold, crystalline, sugary alcohol dripping down my chest,

Licked off,

Confusion nestled in,

Spun around and ordered outside,

Stripped naked before my friends,

Car windows fogged up,

Excuses made and brought back inside,

Beds made,

Dreams of sleep on the horizon,

No sleep for the weary and drunk...

Only orders given,

Whispered between tightly clenched legs,

Panties removed despite protest,

Purity stolen and never to be given back,

Love wasted for months all for naught,

Love given to two who didn’t deserve,

Hot face,

Poison consumed,

Body drenched,

Clothes lost,

Mouth numb,

Face hot,

Body no longer my own,

Body I no longer controlled,

Flesh leash chained to my purity,

On the night it happened.