Faked, unnoticed, invisible, last one, back up, alone.

I have faked my smiles since the 5th grade. Today my “friend” 

asked if I ever faked a smile and I said sometimes. 

At that moment I faked a smile.

When I am at school or in public 

I am that quiet girl in the corner 

who has no one to talk to.

I don't want them to judge me 

that my wild side is too wild.

When I am at home with my family 

I'm the wildest thing you'll ever see.

When we get to partner up at school

I'm by myself because none of my 

friends want to be with me.

At night I like to look at sad quotes.

When I'm in bed I think of all the things 

I read about not being included in the

friend group, and realize I have the same problem.

When there's no more room I have to go last.

I'm the last one picked when picking teams.

I'm the least favorite person in the group.

I check the chat every night only to turn it off right away.

I am never invited to group events.

I don't have a phone but I have email and chats,

But still, no one talks to me.