Worst Fear

I have a fear, it may be a common fear, but to me it’s the most terrifying of them all. My fear of heights or is it the fear of falling more accurately. The height makes me so light - headed, even a look at how high i am terrifies me that i have no choice, but to back away to a distance i feel safe, a distance where i cannot see the height. It’s my worst fear, i feel like running away if only i wasn’t so high up i would walk instead of run away to protect myself from harm and fear. If i could rid myself from the fear, the fear of acrophobia, then i could enjoy the sights and adventure in bliss like everyone else, to rid myself of my jealously for them.