Churning

Writing is the way I vomit emotions that I've been having to swallow for too long because they can't be expressed anywhere else. People love to say that you should "be yourself" and "express yourself", but no one truly wants to hear it. Watch them roll their eyes and hear them criticize when they don't agree. Much like what we do, you and me.

In reality, I prefer expressing myself around someone with whom I have much in common and I don't have much in common with enough people to really let it flow.

So it flows here, where it's effectively ignored as the best possible outcome and deleted when I'm sick of looking at it.

Nothing matters and this is where I come to vomit when I stop taking part in the rat race long enough to remember.