No Need
No need to
APOLOGIZE
for you have done nothing
WRONG
But you don't know what I've done,
the NIGHTMARES that I enjoy
the deeds I wish could be
UNDONE.
You say there's no need
to say sorry
yet I have so much
to apologize for.
I'm sorry
because
I've always been yours
and yet all the things you say
fall through the holes in my psyche.
I wish
I could
FORGIVE
myself,
but how can you forgive me
when you know not what I've done?
Can you ever understand
that evil is a state of mind
one that I exist in?
So don't say
there's no need
to apologize
because there's no need
for you to know my original sin
I will keep it to myself.
You will stand by my side,
yet won't know
if you're left or right
Even by my side,
you're above me,
because I've sunk so low
I'll never return
My body is trapped
in the concrete sidewalk you walk upon
And you walk upon my body with ease.
You think you're by my side
but you're already inside
and I will forever hang
upside down
on the outside.
Don't tell me there's no need to apologize
because my every need is satisfied
by pain.
No need
to say anything more.
Because I will keep apologizing
and you'll keep believing
my lies.