Explode.

My heart falls

It falls deep

It gets heavy

It is expanding

and soon it will blow

I'm not ready

I'm not ready for it to blow.

I want to turn back the clock

when the first thought filled my brain

The first thought 

Having anything to do with your name.

Not because I hate you

but because I feel I love you

And I'm not supposed to

Because I'm pathetic

For falling for someone

Who will never fall for me

And the blood,

All the blood from my heart

Continues to rain

And it hurts

It really hurts

As my heart drags,

As it scrapes,

As it falls,

And there is no cure

Not one I can attain.