You’re in Love for the first time.
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I'm gonna write about what it is like in love in a long distance relationship because I've been in one and I kinda guess I'm in one now???
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Constantly checking the phone. I can't describe to you how it feels having the shit scared out of you during practice. I keep my phone on silent or vibrate, but usually silent. I look at discord. Instagram. Anything. Any sign of contact. None? Okay, fine. I'll check in five seconds. Constant practice. Practice makes permanent. Not perfect. I have to perfect. Perfection makes a good impression. I need to make this work or I can't live.
A message.
One word replies suck ass but paragraph texts are ass.
Send a two sentence response.
oh god
did i disappoint them?
did i make it too long?
did i make it too short?
<3
Oh thank fuck.
My heart drops. I haven't told them good morning.
Ooh, I got first text!
OOH THEY REPLIED!!!
Yummy, food. I wish you were here to share it.
I wish I could give you a hug.
I wish I could-
I need to get my shit together.
Do they understand how I want this text to come across?
(Significant other is typing ... )
( )
oh no did I fuck up?
(Significant other is typing ... )
("That's good to hear!")
Did the joke land?
Oh god.
Oh thank god.
My heart drops.
I feel like I'm going to throw up.
":)
:( oh no
Oh, okay.
<3
</3
Thanks, b.
BABY BOOOYYYYYYYYY
Sleep well
Have a good day.
Make sure you eat."
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Make sure y'all sleep well and/or have a good day!