At what cost?

There was no logical reason to return to you.

I merely desired to remind myself why it was I left in the first place.

To feel it all - one. more. time.

At what cost? I should have asked myself.

Feelings I swore I could not survive a second time.

The impact of my words lost upon you, yet again.

Just as before, you never planned to stay, you had an agenda of your own.

Does it ever keep you up at night, the way it does me?

At what cost? I should have asked.