thought process 1

My mom thinks she knows best when really all I want to be is a dude. so when she said she would get me guy clothes, I was happy. I also dislike humans now because they are so selfish. People never realize I want both gender clothing. I also know not to trust adults again because of my mom's friend named sam. I mean if she wants to say something to me, I will expect her to say it to my face, not to other people. she can be as bad as my mother sometimes when it comes to lying like she never asked for her phone back nor did she tell glen to talk to me. The next time someone tells me to express myself I am going to say screw you (except a few people I really trust) because people will lie. Right now I am not going to trust anyone. What I do is what I do and it's n one's concern what I do and I'm getting a little sick and tired of people telling me what I should do and what I shouldn't do. By the way at the party no one mentioned cleaning it up and why should we? we were invited as guests, not as helpers and frankly, I was exhausted from the balloons. The first thing Alex did was boss us around and I am getting sick of that as well.

But in all honesty, I'm getting sick of everything (not my friends obviously). my mom these days be like stay from them, or drop these people or some bullshit.