to long and long and long

what is the term for

when your heart gnaws at

your ribs? am i ill,

or just a girl made

of want? what is to

want? to want, to want:

to long for so much

that your chest falls in.

to grow sick with a

dream that you are the

one that plagues me 'stead

of this. this, just a

beast that seeks to claim.

a wolf and a gleam

of the moon and a

plea to the sky. let

me in! let me give

my all to you. i

want. i want. i want.