What now?

See, you are going to end your life. Life is a bitch, I know. Just have a question for you before you mess up the sidewalk below.

When you jump off, and you hit the ground and your bones shatter, is that the end?

What makes you so sure that death is the answer?

I heard of a parachutist when he jumped out of the plane his chute did not open. He survived, and he recovered and lived a full life, that is life after the hospital. What makes you so sure you are going to kill yourself successfully? Could turn out, all messed up and in some hospital suffering in pain.

The pain I have from cancer these ten years has been rough. But killing myself is not an option. I rather go fishing and have the warm sun on my back. Listening to the eagle and the osprey hunting for fish as I cast my line into the water. To hold my memories of life, both good and the bad.

You’re going to miss out, and if you jump.

The past 70 years I have found the joys and disappointments of life. Seen mans in humanity to his fellow man in war. Puppy love of my youth, now the lover of my life, I hope you get to know him.

He lived and died for me, so I would have the strength to go on in life. He is great he made everything for me to enjoy and share with others. If you change your mind, I would like to introduce you to my friend and lover of my soul.

He knows you. He knows your name, the problems you’re going through.

If you jump, I can tell you this: the body might die. But you will keep on living. Your soul will have to take that journey somewhere.

So, tell me what is really going to happen to you if you jump?