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You say that I don’t love you

But there’s no way you could know

The feelings that I struggled with

When you began to show

But it’s because you couldn’t see

The things I did to keep you safe

To grow your life with me

You say that I don’t love you

But you have no single thought or clue

Of all the times when all I had

To hold onto was you

You say that I don’t love you

Can’t you see we’ve come so far?

We were only a few bucks away

From living in a car

You say that I don’t love you

Even though I taught you love

I taught you how to walk and talk and eat and push and shove

So now you push and shove at me

“You don’t love me” you say

And the broken pieces in my heart

Crush smaller everyday.

You say that I don’t love you

But I know it can’t be true

Words like that aren’t worth saying

if you know that they are true

You say that I don’t love you

And even though your wrong

I’ll hold you and remind you

That I’ll be here all along

And I will do my best to do that

But my temper does get short

I want to be a winner and

I’m not a perfect sport

The traumas haunting from my past my ale over my mind in a blast

I’m far from perfect

Barely kempt

And I just want to say

I love you more than you can know, I tell you everyday

I love you more I love you more

Until all my love has bled away

I want to be free I want to be out I can’t handle to be screamed at I can’t stand the shouts

But I’ll rest someday, not today-

Tomorrow will come anyway

And likely in a similar fashion

I’ll be faced with all your passion on

How much you think I don’t love you

But I know that just simply isn’t true