What I Meant Was: Forever? Yes, Please

What I meant when I said I wanted you to stay is that I wanted you to be with me until I go. I know it's selfish to want to go before you. The heartache of you leaving me is a pain I couldn't withstand. I believe you could handle my departure better than I could handle yours. Maybe I just don't know the way you feel, but I know how I feel. I feel so close to you that you wanting to pull away would be devastating.

So yeah, I am being selfish by wanting to leave you first. It's only because I want my forever to end before yours. I plan on spending every minute of my remaining time loving you completely. Keep going, our forever still has a lot of forever left in it.