i’m obsessed with the melting feel it brings
i wrote hollow poetry and never noticed the echo;
but watching you hang my moon, hang my stars,
hang my world, hang my heart; as if we’re a gallery
that’ll never be shown, instead kept like memories
in our souls? darling, when you become a part of me,
there’s no such thing as breathing. & there’s no more
capitalizing, it’s not just ‘i’ anymore,
it’s ‘us’ ,
it’s ‘you and me’
it’s ‘we’
& somehow through that,
we became our own kind
of poetry.
tell me, how are we writers
if we can’t ever find the words we need?
how can we write a piece unexpectedly at midnight; yet,
when there’s a question mark after the do you love me too,
there’s no word that means:
of course i do,
these fibers burn for you
i’ve already rearranged the galaxy to a constellation of you
why isn’t there a phrase that means all three of these things
and so much more? sometimes i love you just doesn’t feel like
enough for me to say to you.
perhaps...suppose i’m overthinking again? it’s like, loving you
took me on a path of self-discovery, unknowing need; originally,
i thought i’d lace this piece with quotes, but i don’t want
an artist’s voice to speak my heart; i’m selfish darling; i want you
to remember my voice, the whisper of it, like i do yours.
& as i picture your hand trying to cover up
that awfully cute smirk, all i ask is for,
those magic words.