embaressment

im bi

i told her

on our walk to school

she asked me what that was

and i patiently explained

assuring her about

3 times

that no

i dont have a crush on you

just because i can have a crush on girls

and we kept talking about it

i was so relieved it didn't change

our already marred

friendship

until we got closer to school

you dropped your voice to a whisper as people walked by

and in the smallest voice

i have ever heard you utter

you asked me

if we could stop talking about this

i assumed

that you were maybe uncomfortable

which i understood

until i looked around

we were on school grounds

with other people

and you looked down

but not before i saw

the embarrassment 

in your eyes