why do i lie

im scared.

im truly scared.

some people use lies as weapons

whereas i use lies as my shield

im scared.

im truly scared.

i want to show myself

but what if nothing works out

im scared.

im truly scared.

what if i knew what they whispered behind my back

what if it was exactly what i feared

im scared.

im truly scared.

what if im all alone

afraid to even talk to myself

im scared.

im truly scared.

if i told you why i lie

would you stay and listen