PIECES OF ME

I think of the pieces of my soul that I have so freely given, beautiful, happy parts of me that I can never get back~ like cutting down a tree

I languish at the thought of such a sacred and vulnerable part of myself being received then rejected, and not respected for the gift it was meant to be…

Whether it be with friendship or my dear love, it is unfortunate that I have experienced the callousness of both, they “love” you until they don’t

Do you know what it feels like for your soul to ache and feel sick with sorrow? ;

You struggle to figure out where and why it went wrong; you can think of nothing else, don’t want to eat or speak to anyone, even though you are so confused and lonely, you can’t sleep and wish nothing more at this very moment than of someone else’s life you could please borrow…

One of your fears as a young

one was that you would grow old unhappy and all alone!

And though you have a mate technically, he doesn’t like you much in a lot of ways that matter, personality, sexual attraction etc., sadly and so “The Valley of The Lonely Hearts” is probably where your soul and heart will forever roam…

Your husband seems to have found his original and true happiness, your children are well, your parents are fine…

Sadly your destiny may just be tortured figurative loneliness and total utter unhappiness of which no one cares to do anything about for all time…⌛️

ARay