Maybe I wanna break up with you
America, You’re beautiful
America, You’re cruel
You gave me everything I have now,
But you’ve taken from me too
My family, my history
You handed them the guns,
You told them for the Glory,
Of ever-lasting Sons,
The daughters just a note,
Of who they married too,
Yet the generations of
Wealth, Health, & Prosperity
Was a lie so sweet and rotten
It was stolen from the People
We sent to their graves and
Grown from the labor
Of those we stole from their homes
Those promises were Lies you never meant to keep
You feed me morsels of what ‘Could Be’
If only I tried,
Harder, Worked Longer, and Just Believe
How stupid I look, to those who know the truth
Because Turtle Island was never my place to thrive,
Yet somehow, I still love you,
But I hate your lies.
You told me what I wanted to believe,
That I was from a line of Heros
Who fought while risking lives
For Freedom! For Liberty!
That we were unafraid to be bold,
Be new and overcome all hardships.
Now I look around and realize,
In the truth of these stories,
They were never about me,
They are only half way over,
And I am just a solider,
For the enemy, the bad guy, the oppressor,
I see my role is cast, a no name pawn
In the great Lie you sold me,
The Fable of History you told me,
Meant to Perpetuate this atrocity,
Because It’s made enough to suit me
Yet I look around and see,
That while my cage is wide, and gilded,
I have no real idea of what it means to be
Truly Free
And the only ones who can teach me
Are who lost theirs so completely,
Thanks to my family tree
So America, you tried, its true
But you only tried enough for you
If I am stuck in this role you gave me,
A villain, then my only freedom
Is choosing who I will be an enemy too,
I think you should know,
America, I want to break up with you
I will not hold back for you,
Those who you hurt and oppressed,
You will hate me for it,
I never was meant to be the hero,
But I won’t ever be what you expect.