a little shattered

The random things

that no one listens to

It's the buzzing silence in my brain

left on loop for months now

numbness, i guess

They can't listen if i don't say

a word

I can't listen if i say nothing to

myself, not even in the

mirror, never getting a glimpse

because i'm afraid of what i'll find

I've read what they say

i don't need to hear it to know

what you'd think

Broken

that's what i'd be

Is that all i am

Wanting to want

to steal to feel to live

Anything will do

anything but

staring at the moon and letting

it swallow me whole as i shut my

eyes and pretend i can't see my reflection

in the night sky

Alone

and just a little

shattered