When I realized I “fell out of love.”

This is a post about @Just_useless_me on Prose, and they have been inactive for over a year. She/They/He are a bitch, and I have made several posts on them in the past. Please don't go hate on them or anything. This does contain the mention of sexual things, be warned.

I have been made sick over this, don't be the next.

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I am a very cuddly person. I can be aggressive, but I would rather keep to the two-three people I've got.

(Back when we were dating,) I was cuddling them, and I noticed something odd about their behaviour. They were making sexual... motions in my direction. I did nothing, thinking nothing of it. Well, I just wanted to cuddle, and She(at the time they used She/her) wanted sex.

Now, I didn't find out until a month or so after, when she broke up with me (She broke it off because I asked for help. I wasn't doing well emotionally, and she said I could ask whenever I needed it. Obviously not, dude.) I sat off of a bunch of shit, mainly just things she could contact me on, and so I thought about what I needed to do, wanted, and all that jazz. It took me two weeks to get over her, but that was easily the most liberating experience in my life. I realized how emotionally manipulative she had been, what she wanted out of the relationship, and why she really wanted to be over at my house all the time.

Now, I've talked to them (she and her current s/o) recently (I think their pronouns changed to they/them but I don't know and I don't really have enough respect for them to care) and she has changed significantly. I still don't like her, and I doubt I'll ever be friends with her again, at least not for a few years.

She knew I got sick at the mention of sex, and she really wanted to try it on me. I didn't realize what the fucker was doing and so I didn't confront her on it. Don't be like me, keep an eye on your s/o. (Not in a creepy way, but like, watch for tension, the usual shit.)

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I'm open to discussion about this, but it is what it is. I'm happy with my current s/o, and we've dated for a year.

Take care of yourselves,

Winter.