Confessions of a Human Being

I have jumpped upon the Belief-Train and begun to fill it with things of my choosing, my wanting, jaunting, and the unabashed flaunting of my chosen (openly evolving) understanding of timeless knowings; the trinity of energy, vibration, and freuqncy. The things we can precieve as separate and yet also just different names of the same primeval source.

Of course, this train has no tracks but the path I hath made in my humanness. The free will sentient choice-making even so deep as the subconscious keeps of my thinks. Thought syncs with reality in the way of replay. Like ripples and echoes the universe shows me more of the likes of my thinking and feeling.

Like wheeling down the road steering within the bounds of where I want to be going, knowing if I drift in the sifting of daydreams and pondering things, I can always take active control in the roll back on the desired toll-free road.

Beholding bliss has always been as easy as this.

Kissing-sufferage as I was, I buzzed my own brain with badness like a smoke-heavy burn; in turn I couldn't see through my own zoning debris, much less believe the easy-as-can-be reality. Smelled like falacy from where I was cuz I was in my own haze of hating the life I was leading. Breathing my own shit until the choice to make a split into purpose-- right into the land of surplus! Abundance of all things best-case-scenario with a "here-we-go" cheer of intentional choosing to be loosing myself in the best feeling thoughts caught in the cataclysmic rain of my brain.

I train my mind like a grape-vine, making lines of thinking that fill the sinking with prosperity and play in the funnest of ways. Like rays of the sun I allow my shine, untainted by the hatetred, and well fed in the hundreds of wonders I appreciate in my new chosen state.

Illuminating the love I seek more of.

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