The first drug I ever did was heroin.

The rapper sat across from me. He was on the phone. He motioned to me not to do it.

Fernie lit it.

He worked for Wells Fargo.

That was a nickname.

He was the same one

that carried me to the couch.

Passed out.

Also anorexic.

When I went down

my very small

tits

were exposed

they could not call for help

but they were ready

for

sex

and he carried me to the couch

that man

that lit the fire

he saved me

and I wonder

to this day

if he is alive.