fear of missing out

i stay alive because i worry that i'll miss out on something important.

so what would be an example of something important that i fear i'll miss if i am not alive?

weddings.

for some reason, promising someone your soul and your heart is everything to me.

movies.

the smell of fresh popcorn is something that will never get old.

reading.

from hideous romance and thrilling mysteries to pretentious poetry and innocuous prose.

music.

especially the songs that make me want to dance on the rooftops, or even cry until i can't anymore.

concerts.

when i sing and scream so loud that i lose my voice the following day.

kissing.

tangled tongues and velvet lips. the whole idea is just pure cinematic solidarity.

laughing.

the kind that makes your ribs sore.

the list is endless, and even though life isn't, these things make it seem that way.