“You don’t care!”

"You don't care!"

Those three words,

as they were said,

made me almost be the one crying instead.

As wrong as they were,

I wonder if that's how I am.

Someone I love,

someone I truly care about,

they don't feel it?

Am I so unaffectionate?

Don't they know that I would shoot myself

before I would hurt them?

Don't they know I did my best?

Or could it just be words spoken out of anger?

It really struck a chord,

deep down I wonder,

How is it,

that she believes I don't love her?

How is it that she thinks I don't care?

Could it just be an argument, one that she might forget soon?

Or could it be a matter of me?

I need to know if I'm failing.

I need to know what I did wrong.