too tired

im too tired to keep hurting

from the pain that you inflicted on my heart

but how am i to heal, when you wont

admit that you never loved me like you said

you did?

there is no way i can go on

thinking anyone who claims to

have loved me, could hurt me so badly

and not give a fuck about to state

they left me in

im so tired of trying to convince

myself that it wasnt my fault for not

being everything you wanted because you

made me feel like it was my fault that

i wasnt enough for you to stay

there is no way i can go on

criticizing myslef everyday and

listing all the things that you deemed

not good enough, and trying to

change them for your benefit

- one day you wont have this power over me