Dear Mother,

I hope all the things I will say weren’t true but I can feel them in my heart and my feelings are never wrong. I know you don’t love me anymore and to be more in detail, I knew you don’t love me anymore; the day you heard someone talking bad about me and you didn’t defend me, the day I asked for my equal rights as anyone and you said no. the day you agreed on every shit word was said about me, the day you told me I’m like someone and I know that you hated this person so much, the day you said to me I’m selfish and stopped hearing me, the day you read my opinion over things and looked at me in a bad way. The day I told you I tried to kill myself and god knows that I still want to and all you cared about is how wrong it was and the day you showed me how much you care about people more than you care about it but mom I care about you, the day you saw me after cutting my beautiful long hair with my red face and I was crying over it and all you did was just looking at me angrily because I didn’t obey your orders, and the 50 days I spent crying and being depressed and all you cared about was that there was no reason for it but there were tons of reasons but you just couldn’t see or maybe you could have but you just didn’t care anymore, but mom I care and I love you and will always love you even if you don’t love me back. Mom I’m still in a lot of pain and I can’t do anything about it, no one is there to help me and you’re not there too. But mom I will keep trying even you don’t want me anymore. Mom I will keep fighting to be the person I dream to be. But I won’t try on earning your love again because I know you’ll never give it to me. Mom I know I pretend to be tough but I’m so weak around you and mom I love you till the day I leave earth.

Your broken daughter

María ;)