Shadows Under The Sun

I have ridden on the wings of dragons, destroyed armies, and loved princesses. I have experienced crushing loss and deep despair. I have loved many women, lived a multitude of lives, and been called many names. All this I have achieved, and my journey has only just begun.

A story allows you to be someone else. Watch his life flow, witness his hopes and dreams play out as he toils and sweats before you. You see him at his best and worst, you watch him succeed and fail, with the aim to learn from that man’s tale.

A story that has impacted me greatly is the Count of Monte Cristo.

I witnessed the sudden and crushing destruction of Edmond Dantès’ life. I stood beside him horrified when we heard the judge’s verdict, and I labored with him in prison digging to make our escape.

I found the treasure of Monte Cristo with glee, and immediately began plotting our revenge. I watched the young Maximilian Morrel strut about in his naïve youth and sought to teach him the painful lessons that were seared upon me.

With Edmund Dantes I’ve learned the harsh truth that everything in life is relative, and if one wants to experience the greatest of joys, they first need to experience the worst of defeats.

Dostoevsky has taught me a great deal about the human spirit.

In his crime and punishment, I stood beside Rodion Raskolnikov as he murdered Alyona. I watched Rodin fall apart as his perfect crime slowly unwound. His brilliant mind too clever for the police but alas no match for his withered soul.

Dostoevsky gave me insight into why it is people feel the need to make themselves suffer. Through the suffering of Rodion, Semyon Marmeladov, and other immortal characters I have received much insight into my own life.

I have lived many lives and been called many names,

This is some of the bounty I have received from the written word.