lost

one word titles are so generic, as am i, so i see no issue. but even the most generic people can get lost. not lost physically, but emotionally. i dont know what i feel, dont know who to love, or what to say at times. im not good at writing but someone i look up to told me i should try it awhile ago. i never did until now, so if youre reading this, i hope it makes you happy to see im doing it. heh...ironic, getting lost in something im writing about being lost. being lost feels so famaliar to me now, its almost a basic emotion at this point. no, this isnt a cry for help, just trying to vent without making anyone im close to worry. but being lost isnt that bad, i dont know what i feel but at least i feel something. being numb is what i hate, my 3 followers most likely can relate. when lost, i tend to dwell on past things, that cause pain and grief. my mind constantly wonders without borders, and despite trying to keep it all inside, i cant help if it shows sometimes. i worry too much about the people around me with too little concern for myself. im fine with that. i dont plan on changing it anytime soon, as long as i help the ones that need it, ill be fine. this is more of an intruduction than anything, so if i end up becoming some huge author one day, remind me that my carrer started because i was lost.