I’m trying my best to do things differently now.

I’ve done a lot of healing, growing and learning along the way.

It’s taken so long to get to this place.

The hardest part and I suppose what I’m currently trying to master are the triggers from past experiences.

I know they’re coming, especially after a period of bliss.

After the feeling that everything is finally falling into place has filled my heart and mind and my vibration is high.

I can feel it begin to descend, so I should expect their arrival, yet the triggers still make their way inside.

I must say, I have gotten better at dealing with them.

I ask myself, “What’s the reality of this?” and I can usually identify the truth vs. an old wound that’s bleeding again.

So I meditate, ground and cleanse.

It helps to stop the bleeding and refocus my mind.

It also reminds me that what’s meant for me will alway come to me in time.