Behind my Smile
As I sit at my desk smiling
Yet
I feel like I’m on a boat going under
It’s sinking, and the only thing I can do is try and keep my head above the water.
I feel the current pulling me.
And I am giving in because I can’t handle the weight of my own body anymore
The water welcomes me in with warm, loving arms
But it’s a trap
The air is ripped from my lungs, and I let out a single tear
Because I know that’s the only thing I can do
Cry
She’s pathetic, they’ll say
A real trainwreck
Little do they know behind my smile, I’m sinking
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