I’m back!

I haven't been on this site in years, and it feels so strange to be back. The last time I was active here I must've been about 16, and now here I am, 19 and all. I'm going to be starting college this August, and I'm working on getting my driver's license. I think I'll use this area as a sort of blog space for me to just let out my thoughts and feelings, sort of like a diary I guess. I haven't seen my therapist in about a month now. So let's begin...

Starting things off, we have my disordered eating habits, which I think means bulimia. I also smoke a lot (nicotine and weed), and my doctor thinks I have PCOS. I've been seeing a sugar daddy to make money, because my anxiety gets so bad when I'm in a large public area that I can't focus on my job. Yes, that sounds like a shitty excuse for quick money doing risque things, but I'm no prostitute. Also yes, I clearly have a really unhealthy lifestyle, but that's what I'm here to work on.

See, I've started doing loads of other things that I probably won't mention here just yet, y'know, small stuff like photographing abandoned buildings and accumulating a strange and deep interest in the macabre. Things like that have come across to me as extremely therapeutic, and I've found that writing helps me really get everything out all at once.

I need help with my writer's block. I need help with lots of things, but please, let me write again