I hate this!!

this is not a real question.

i thought of this, read other posts.

and i get only angrier every moment.

this is terrible.

you are blind if you don't see:

you want an answer.

you want some heroic statement,

you want some romantic scene.

will die for? will myself to die for?

i don’t know.

the life i have i give to my daughter,

but it is living for,

and not dying for,

that matter.

there are no evil wizards,

the wolves are not waiting.

if i had to, i would face them ,

if i could.

but the question that is much,

Much morr important,

is if in life, am i doing for her,

am i a good father?

do i let my wraknesses,

trespass?

does she feel love?

will she grow well,

healthy , happy,

intelligent and resourceful?

will i teach her the right things?

should i even teach her,

absurd romantic notions,

like princes, dashing with their lance,

to slay dragons?

does she really need,

that Freudian , self-destruction crap?

better teach her,

about telling good from bad,

lie from truth,

edible from inedible.

i make no plans, therefore for tigers,

and do not wish an arsenal,

of reeking,

oily hole-punching mechanisms.

we have a tool box,

we have play-dough,

we have legos,

we have a piano,

we have books,

and food and a blanket.

that is what i want to think about.