Wanting & Dreaming

I looked in the mirror today and realized I’ve changed, well my mind has.

I don’t want to be the perfect child,

I want to rebel.

I don’t want to hand in every single assignment,

I want to let them get overdue.

I don’t want to spend every second with my family,

I want to spend some of it with friends.

I don’t want to stay where I live now,

I want to travel, explore.

I don’t want to know the same people in this small town,

I want to meet new ones and make new friends.

I don’t want some random guy from school,

I want a good Christian man who will treat me right.

I don’t want to have lots of friends,

I want ones I can trust.

I don’t want to be the old me,

I want to be the person I dream of being.

I want to be,

future me.

Why can't she just come already?