fever dream

i cannot help but circle back to you

like a

(bad habit)

i cannot help but think of you

with my head pounding and

wrists numb

think of you

on me

around me

with me

as i fill up all the empty parts in you and

you do the same for me

i wake up in a cold sweat

running a 112 fever

your goddamn scent stuck in my nose and

my phone running on 5% battery

(i wish i could say this is your fault)