Whooooo are yoooouuuu (oops...I)

*clears throat*

I AM:

An Artist. I sculpt, work with clay, used to design & make my own beads and

jewelry...somewhere back in time in another life it seems these days. People say I’m

good with my hands, I have talent, I’m blessed.

A Dog Groomer.

A Writer. Well, I hope you will feel so inclined to think that way anyway after reading

this.

So, WHO am I? Im justa girl, some would say woman because I’m 62 this year that’s caught up in a very extraordinary and unique situation called life. I know, Right! True it may not be the life I want just yet but hey, I’ma work in progress and I haven’t quite been taught everything I need to know. I’m still learning. I hope I never stop learning, long after I die, because I’m just losing my body then, not my life. Maybe until I just fade away is a better thought. I have been a Dog groomer since I was 17, met my only husband in 1981 & was with him until 2006. Walked away from him & the meth we were doing, haven’t touched in over 8 almost 9rs now. Unfortunately turned to crack & it took me down in 2yrs, ALLL the way down. Lost all I had even my 12yr old dog who died 2wks b4 I was able to come get him. That hurt cuz I never got to say good bye....

Found my Lord & Savior while in jail. I have learned soooo much on my journey & wouldn’t change 1 thing if I could....well...maybe 1-2 things... ;) When I sought God; He changed my life, told me I matter, gave me my words then let them get stolen. I got pissed & wouldn’t play no more. So He put me through Hell. Now Satan’s tired of me too. There’s things you learn in Hell too. I was showed even though it’s not your fault if your cursed it’s still up to you to break it, and to not make deals with the devil...I learned about the Bible in Hell as well. I’m using too many words, sorry. I have a tendancy to overkill!

I never learned about morals in school 'cept maybe the definition of it. They took God outta schools, so we can't learn about Him or His ways unless their parents frequent a church. & People, there's a lot of us that don't even care to go, much less teach our children about Him. Or if it's not God, then Allah. Or Buddha, whoever. Shouldn't children have a choice in deciding what they want to go through life believing? Anyway, I'm veering off course. I do that a lot...lose my focus. If I'd have been young in this generation I would have probably been on meds much sooner than I was. Lol (I have Schizo-Effective Disorder; Heavy depression with schizophrenic episodes) I'ma Leo, big on my pride. I'm proud of things I've taught myself; I researched web page coding until I could put up my own pages on the net, my career, I never went to school for. Proud of my the morals I've picked up on too: I will not become what I hate; revenge is God's & He's got a sister that goes by the name; Karma. Or Do right, right things happen and The Zoroastrian creed: Good Thoughts, Good Words, Good Deeds. My occupation was learned as well as shared with those I had the pleasure of working with.

Thanx for letting me share!

*steps down offa soapbox*

TC & God Bless Julz