Physical Fitness

I live here

in this

twin

bed

between

night

sweats

and dirty

day

depression

dreams

and I wonder

if I never move

could I charge

1.99

to see

the

wasted

woman

before pictures

filtered

obviously

extra

stick of gum

maybe

dynamite

for the

selfie

so I stick to

masturbation

raises my

heart

rate

and

call it my

cardio

myopathy

cause I used to be a

sweet

girl

with

runners legs

now I have to beg

my weak ankles

to

piss

you

off