On loneliness.

I think I’ve typically been an introverted person. I keep things to myself most of the time. Over the past weeks, I’ve seen a different kind of being alone. I’ve always been surrounded by people, which always keeps me pumped but over time, though I’ve been surrounded by people, it’s made me wonder. Typically based on my personality or do I make people happy.

Sometimes, you just feel like you’d like to distance yourself and have your own space. Lately, I’ve been feeling much of this divergent emotion. It leaves me in curiosity and anxiousness anticipating what sort of a person I am. Perhaps, what do I value in life or something I possibly show passion or talent in.

It’s really all in my head, I need to snap out. In consideration, why am I observing this? Is it because of the condition I am in? That makes me wonder, exactly why, just why?

If I can’t be happy being surrounded by joy everyday, it’s just me overthinking. As I wonder of how do I make myself feel better, still, emotions symbolise your inner self.

There’s a spark of a sense of calmness and that’s all I need. I need to relish or appreciate who I’m surrounded by or what revolves around me.