The choice

I’m tired of being

The one that must wait

Always am wishing

I could change fate

Instead I just sit here

Frozen in fear

So no one can see

My one lonely tear

I never imagined

The way this would go

Since that first kiss

It seems so long ago

I fight to hold on

It’s all I can do

Fight for a better life

But I really fight for you

I know that you see

The pain that I feel

I’m beginning to questions

What’s really real

I can hear all the voices

Telling me lies

As I slip into madness

Silently cries

Their off to have fun

This time I stay back

For the will to go on

This I do lack

But I hope they have fun

I know that they will

As I sit here in silence

With a heart cold and still

I should just move out

And let her move on

I’m afraid she’ll forget

And then she’ll be gone

Every time that I see her

My soul rips apart

She’s the only one I give

All of my heart

For the rest of my life

Only her I will see

Wishing oh wishing

She could have chosen me...