What is this feeling that clenches me so tight

A fatiguing happiness that must be suppressed 

The look in her eyes, and the smile on her lips 

There is comfort in the uncomfortable 

I’m numb with joy, and I’m sick of it 

Something unknown is in control 

Like a virus searching for a host 

Like a child lost in the world 

My happiness has no home 

It must be put to the test 

My love for you is 

All that is left 

But that too 

Must 

End