Reduced happiness.

Based on my personality, I’d say being happy is probably something I look for in myself. Lately, I’ve noticed something distinct in myself. I’ve been feeling rather gloomy and down. I begin to ponder what exactly has left me in this mood. Have I been lacking something? I wouldn’t say I was sad nor was I happy. I began to anticipate and the more I did, the more I started to get anxious.

I looked into the mirror and all I saw was my reflection. I walked closer and there’s something that’s keeping me from being filled with joy. I wandered over and over and there seems to be a likely reason why I’m feeling this way. Perhaps the pandemic has really reduced me to see my joy everyday, my friends and family. I’ve really missed them and I think this was the major factor why there’s been this complication to me.

From beneath my heart, I truly miss each and everyone of my beloved family and my friends. I truly desire to see everyone in the near future. I’m genuinely grateful and the sense of relief let me down with a sigh.