So..I recently came out to my mom and told her that I’m lesbian

And my mother accepted me, and I knew she would, but I asked her to keep it a secret from my dad.

Now a few days later, I wanted some skincare products, so I asked him for it. I tried to show my dad the thing on Amazon, a green tea face mask, but somehow it got to the cart..and in the cart was a lesbian pride flag. He saw that and looked really mad..like mad enough to hit me. "Why the hell do you want that?" he asked that over and over.

Honestly I'm terrified of him. So I lied and said, "I don't know how that got in there." and he looked a lot less mad. I showed him the green tea face mask and he said he was going to get it. I'm now in my room scared that he'll find out. We're not close, we never have been as I have always favored my mother, and it's getting more strained as the years go by.

I don't really know what I'll do if he finds out before I'm ready..I guess I just hope that he never finds out to be honest..

Anyways. That was my little rant :)