Why Am I Doing This to Myself?

write.write.write.write. i just realised i was forgetting to press space..........and CAPITALIZE THINGS

I don't really care anymore. I'm listening to the same song on repeat. It sunds like emtyness. Did I spell theat right? i don't care. I don't care. That's right.

I wish I could type faster.

Then maybe I should actually practice.

I'm going to puke.

I think.

The dull yellowish light from the old chrismas lights I put up on my bed frame, is that the word, is nice. I can see most things

no I can't. No I can't. No I can not.

Better than nothing, right?

This was a mistake.

Why am I here.

whyam

Why am I here?

I can't do anything right.

I hate it here.

That feels wrong. Was that wrong?

I don't care.