Here. Now.

I wish I were rich. On a yacht in the middle of the sea bluer than my eyes. I want to hangout with celebrities that know me by name and cameras that capture our friendships just to publish them. Forbes magazine seems like an economic dream, unfathimable to those who's parents never gave them an upper hand. I want to spread word on topics that I care strongly about and have a following so wide that maybe I could change just one persons opinion. I wish I were sitting in a bedroom in a mansion at the ripe age of seventeen, not having to worry about the serious problems our country faces like starvation and homelessness. My biggest problem weighing on my shoulders being how on earth would I survive if my mom and dad dont buy me the next best technology keeping me further intact with a group a friends binded by superficial expectations. I wish I were in the VIP section of the hottest club sitting next to Usher or any other well known artist, pretending to enjoy my company for the night just to forget that we even spent that time together by our next meeting. I wish I were sitting in a makeup chair as someone perfectly designs my cheekbones and nosebridge to match the perfectionist tendencies built by people on the internet that I will never meet.

I used to wish I was exactly where I am now. In a house that I built into a home. A family of maybe not humans but my loves, one with two legs and three with four. I am confident with zero makeup and tend to make myself feel a little prettier with some mascara daily. I do not have many friends, but few that I keep incredibly close with advice I trust thoughrouly. I wished I had been in an area that made me happy with lots to adventure through. These old needs fulfilled through long drives surrounded by rows of corn and many animals. I seemed to have always overlooked what I had and I am exactly where I want to be. More competant and grown that I used to be with the capibility to continue growing. Plenty of luxuries lie ahead with much hard work, which tends to fill my needs of self suffiecency.