After it all.

I’ve never felt so lost.

No one ever tells you that after divorce you feel like a part of you was taken — stolen.

No one mentions that even though you feel freedom you also feel grief.

No one tells you about the rage you feel when they get a new girlfriend after 2 months.

No one bothers to give you a heads up about dating. How difficult it is.

But I found you.

I found the excitement in your eyes.

I found the fire again.

I found the adventure in finding out facts about you.

I loved the feeling of you and I laying together.

I fell in love with the idea of you and I building a future.

I fell in love with you at your encouragement.

I never told you.

But I did.

I fell for you.

But you didn’t fall for me.