Candles, meditation, Crystals as well

I'm doing all I can to find the right spell

I'm stuck in a land that feels like limbo

I try to find the right words and feel like a bimbo

Hurting and angry

because I sometimes feel happy

When he jokes with me and tells me pretty things

I've managed to open the door but I can't pull it off the hinge

So I find myself calling out for help

Angel guides, spirits way up high or even The Goddess herself

I can't find my way

My awful escape

I don't think I can do this by myself.