Don’t Bleed

Great advice, don't bleed, do you think I choose to have all these open wounds? I don't want to bleed this is what the world has chosen for me to do what I don't want to do, someone has to be the example or others will not learn. Don't judge me your not witnessing what is happening behind closed doors. I used to care what others say, if you asked me yesterday if I cared about anything I would have said, yes I care about everything. But today I laugh at the thought of caring it feels as if I've given, but if I've given up why am I still here. I cant feel anymore I want to but I cant there is a large tear in my heart and that tear replace me. The person the was loved and fun to be around, she's just gone. So you tell me not to bleed but if I someone who is just a shell of a person does not bleed then who will? I could not bring myself to ask a person who is happy to bleed, if no one bleeds who will be the example.