Challenge
do you wish you were a different gender?
why or why not? personal essays, poems, short stories, etc are welcome!
dysphoria
two boxes
❏M
❏F
opposing sides,
forever at war
pink and blue
like black and white
yin and yang.
no one
can upset
the balance.
you must choose.
no one likes
when you mix the paints
in the watercolor tray.
suddenly
you're the bad guy
just because you feel like
purple.
male
or
female
?
i have to pick one.
i want to pick one.
but nothing feels right to me.
so all i can do
is suffer in the impossible inbetween,
full of dysphoria that
doesn't exist.
at least
that's what people tell me.
these thoughts in my head
are ramblings of a lunatic
and i just need to
get over it.
i have to close my eyes
swallow my vomit
stop looking in the mirror
ignore everyone
ignore even myself
and choose.
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