i’m waiting for a few folks
i’m waiting for a few folks/i love dearly to die so i can be myself
no, it’s not a phase, it's a part of me like my eyes devoid of hope
a thousand excuses you have to prove that everything doesn't exist
it's just me and myself waiting on the doors to hell to jump into blanketing fire
cause i know i don't deserve heaven
i don't deserve heaven
i don't
i
i'm waiting for a few folks/i dearly love to die so that i don't see
disappointed in me, for choosing myself over them/ heartbroken devastated hopeless
i want them to be with me but i love them so much that/ i don't want to drag them into profanity, my skin burning under the fire, blood drowning me, amber-raspberry reflections in my eyes,
i don't deserve your love
i don't
i
I'm waiting for a few folks I gravely love to die so that I don't have to choose between me and them.