I’m Tired Of Feeling Tired

I’m exhausted.

I’m drained mentally & physically.

I’m tired of the same routines.

I’m tired of feeling like I can’t achieve whatever i want to achieve in life.

I’m tired of feeling alone but the reason i feel alone is because i have trust issues and my mind is stuck in the past.

I’m tired of being the second-third option in life.

It’s like waking up everyday and living the exact same day every single day .

I’m tired of living in a world where you have to live with doubts and fears.

I want to live in a world of my own, a world that isn’t so luxurious, just a modern simple life.

I’m so tired that sometimes I just want to runaway into the woods and escape the real world.

I’m tired of feeling like every step i take is being judged by others.

I’m tired of feeling misunderstood.

I’m tired of thinking, I’m tired of not living the life i want to live.

I’m tired of doing the most and caring so much and not being recognized.

I’m tired of pretending .

I’m tired of fake smiling .

I’m tired of thinking about my future and not being motivated enough to make anything happen.

I’m tired of not being able to do the things that i used to be able to do.

I’m tired of being in my own skin and in my own body.

I’m tired of hiding in the closet just because i’m scared to express my true feelings and emotions about life.

I’m tired of being bossed around and not having my own saying of things.

I’m tired of people thinking I’m stupid and always being against me when all I do is keep quite.

I’m tired of not doing anything.

I’m tired of sleeping in and waking up late.

I’M TIRED OF BEING TIRED.